November 2011
17 posts
Lol this is a little strange
Sandy’s a little…tipsy…
This kid…
He just needs to go to sleep.
xD
—Feyv
Like a pro ;D
There’s some MAD sewing going down right here in this room, yessir.
I have to get my mom’s Christmas present done BEFORE Christmas. And none of this crappy day-before-Christmas like I did last year. This year, I’m tackling this thing NOW so I can have it done, folded, packed, and WRAPPED by the time we’re done setting up for the holidays.
I just hope to god it’s not...
ohmygod you guize ~.~
I just had the most amazing morning/night yesterday. Yeah, sure, Thanksgiving is cool with your family n all, but I spent my morning AND my night with my friend, and I would just like to go back to yesterday and be back there and do it all again. However, I have work in less than an hour, so I really should be getting ready for that instead of sitting here in my pjs typing out what could possibly...
Not that it was awkward. Just weird.
So either the HT radio/music comm system was skipping or my manager’s personal playlist sucks majorly. Party in the USA played twice within thirty minutes, and then some other random song played twice an hour later. I was mock dancing to it with my buddy on three and it was hilarious.
Also at work…
About two hours into my six hour shift, I started to get really hot, my stomach hurt...
Can I just
Please
Can I just
replay those five seconds over and over again in my head?
I like this warm, cozy feeling.
-Feyv
How do I go about doing this
how can I
when I know your weakness
is me?
Terror. Distress. Mind-numbing agony. Confusion. Tears. Honestly, I don’t know how I’m going to live with myself for the next week, knowing that all of this is my fault and I have to live with this injury for the rest of my life and it’s never going to heal.
I’m only seventeen.
What did I do wrong?
I am so scared.
100% of Me
Part of me wants this to happen just so I can get on with my life
part of me never wants to let you go
part of me wants to like you without caring about anyone else
part of me doesn’t care at all that we can’t be together and wants to do it anyway
All of these parts have something in common.
See if you can figure out what it is.
—Feyv
CCCRRRRRAAAAMPPPPSSSSS
Its amazing that I got through this day >.<
Also, I really wish that Sandy would stop ignoring me, but I’ll wait like I always do.
Goodnight you guys. Hopefully this physical therapy starts real soon so there’s a possibility of getting better instead of worse.
—Feyv
Socks. Socks. Wanna knit socks. Socks. Wanna knit...
Oh what I wouldn’t give for a new leg.
I have physical therapy two times a week for six weeks starting…sometime this week I hope.
And I might be able to learn how to do u-scan soon, which would be cool since that would involve less standing, BUT the hours would be either 4 pm to 11 pm on weekdays or 8 am to 4 pm on weekends. The hours don’t bother ME, they worry...
To no one at all:
There are going to be those of you who scorn me for who I am, what I do or don’t do, who I like, who I spend time with, who I care about, how I live, what I eat, and so on and so on and so on.
You guys…I’m not changing myself to suit anyone else’s needs. I’m gonna stay exactly how I want to be. I’ll take your criticism, and if it’s helpful, I’ll...
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letting me go and then changing your mind. water u doing. gahhh. -_- patience, glow, patience. rare moments like this are what i live for.
>.>
Why are you looking at me like that?
I'm a naturally gentle soul.
I just want you to realize that it’s okay for you to step outside of your shell. I promise I won’t screw you over or stab you in the back. Ask any of my friends. I’m not that kind of person. Not everyone is out to get you. Sure, you might get hurt a few times, but there’s always a lot learned from those scars. I know you’re being careful, but if you hide away forever,...
Workin like a pro...
Yeah. 3 to 9. And I get to work with my boys Sven and Sandy. This is gonna be interesting……. >.> One is gonna be staring at my butt and the other one will be shyly avoiding my gaze. Lol I love work xD
On a side note, I REALLY need to find my nail clippers before work because they’re really bothering me and I just KNOW I’m gonna break one if I don’t trim them.
...
Holy crap.
My birthday is tomorrow.
Anyway, that’s actually NOT the point of this note. The point is that you should never ever give up hope. I don’t care WHAT kind of hope it is. Just hold onto it like it’s your lifeline because guess what.
It is.
The second you give up hope is the second that everything caves in on you. Don’t sweat it, okay? Life goes on tomorrow.
Last night I...
